Wednesday, August 31, 2011

Chicken Little

Chicken Little was wrong.
The sky is not falling
   everyone knows that.

But, do you know that
   a tree sucks up bits of the air
   and plants them in the earth?

If I were to state
   with great certainty,
   in a steady voice,
“The shortest distance between
   up and down is not a straight line”
Would you doubt your knowledge?

If a second voice would add
   “Yes he is right     it is true”
Would you give in then?
How many would it take,
   Two   Three   Ten?
At what point would
   your stomach begin to turn?

There is one thing worse than being right
   and that is being alone.

Do you see that, over there,
   out of the corner of your eye?  Could it
   be a piece of sky drifting down slowly
   end over end.

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

Traffic Dreams


traffic is heavy
intersection lights controlling
   the lanes in all directions
one row of cars gets its turn
   then another

the afternoon sun is warm
   windows rolled down
I sit waiting to make my left turn
watching the screen of cars passing
   in front of me
their left turn brings them
   within a few feet of my eyes

faces pass
   stories pass
a story in each face

jaws tight or relaxed
some smiling, some sad, some singing
one head hangs out of the window
   emulating his dog
the dog is smiling and so is he

one woman turning left
   looking right, saying something
   to the man sitting next to her
this is not a happy car
 another story, then another
 last in line, a Harley-Davidson
a woman, long auburn hair streaming
   no helmet
a face at peace in this furious traffic
   an ever so slight smile
in an instant
   no, it was longer
a gasp for breath
and I fall deeply in love

            they say that just before
            you die, your life passes
            before your eyes

I see my imagined life pass
   along with that motorcycle
then the light changes
   and I drive on

Thursday, August 18, 2011

Haiku 3

Motorcycle accident -
an empty boot
on the road to Death Valley

Monday, August 15, 2011

Important Things

The obsidian eye turns,
a jay, black hood over stellar blue
creeps down the arc of a fragile branch
her weight sags closer
to reach a cluster of dead leaves
she tips and tumbles
dry fragments of leaves explode
the vacant branch nods in time
music of a tree, a bird, and a falling leaf.

Was this the irresistible urge
   to pad posterity’s nest
or the ticking of a moth
   born of a curled leaf?

There is no great drama here
no emperor crowned
no bloody battle lost or won
nothing worth noting

But this tree will never be the same again
this paper with its marks of black
   no longer a blank screen, the residue
   of (soil, water, fierce sun) wood
the remains of a tree in which once sat
   a blue creature who spied a person
   sprawled on a rock
dreaming of important things.

Monday, August 8, 2011

shoot me she said

shoot me she said
what?
did I hear right?
my mother was known to speak her mind
but was she serious?
my mother, my doorway into life
always present,
not known to make jokes

shoot me she said
I don’t want to
spend my last years
in that place           

that place with its
smell of urine
creaky corridors
whispers and cries

shoot me she said
but I don’t have a gun
and if I did I couldn’t

shoot me she said
as if spending
the rest of my life in prison was
the lesser of two evils

I couldn’t,
she shrugged

I move away
half a continent
another country

a year later, the call came
she’s gone my brother said
as if it was the end of everything

I was with her he said
she had been sick for days.
I was helping her
back from the bathroom
she just collapsed
a stroke
it was like she had been shot.

he looked at her
touched her, no pulse
waited
waited
                      waited
then he called for help

they came
              so fast
pounded on her chest,
electric paddles,
“extraordinary measures”
assaulting her cooling body

he prayed
prayed that they were too late
they were

Thursday, August 4, 2011

Haiku 2

Sudden icy gust --
the maple tree pouring down
red letters of grief

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

The Song of the Meadowlark


Minnie turned her head slightly, directing her ear towards the open fields beyond the fence. “Did you hear that bird?”

Gussie, not looking up from her knitting, mumbled to herself, “You’re always hearing one bird or another, I don’t know how; I know you’re stone deaf.”

Minnie went on, not hearing her sister’s response, “It is a meadowlark, I’m sure. It’s about this time of year that they’d be arriving. Last year they showed up at the end of March. They’re one of the first to show up in the spring.”

Gussie watched a fire red leaf fall slowly from the maple tree beside the gardener’s shed. They were sitting on that section of the porch heated by the early October sun. She turned to her sister with a slow affectionate smile and added, “The meadow lark does have a sweet song.”

Minnie adjusted her shawl, looked out into the fields south of the fence line as if she was seeing something there. “James always said that an early appearing lark meant that we would have a hot summer and an early winter.

Gussie digging deeper into her knitting, “He said no such thing. That was father. James couldn’t tell one bird from another. He would hardly ever raise his nose out of one of those books of his to notice the changing of the seasons … There I go, talking to you as if you can hear me.”

Sitting back in her chair, Minnie looked over towards the maple tree and the gardener’s shed and smiled lightly. “James – do you remember James? Do you remember that one spring when he came fussing around? He said he wanted to talk to Mr. Lawrence, the gardener. Remember how he would look up here where we would be sitting. He was so crazy for me.”
Gussie harrumphed and muttered, “You always thought that it was you that James was interested in. You never considered that it just might have been me that he had eyes for.” She sighed as her face hardened. “It really doesn’t matter. Father chased him off. He never came back. I guess his heart just wasn’t in it. For all I know maybe he just had his eye on Mr. Lawrence.”

Minnie drew up her shawl even tighter. “I really think it’s going to snow soon. Look at those gray clouds.”

Gussie looked up into the sunny cloudless sky and then at her sister. Minnie’s eyes were filling with water. A big tear was making its way slowly down her cheek. She licked at it as it crossed her lips and said, “Father never did like James. He was so mean to him, never appreciated his finer points. But James was strong. He stayed around longer than any of the others.” After a pause she continued, “He sent such a dear letter when Father passed, sent pictures of his children. He had only nice things to say about Father.”

“He was the only one then!” Gussie added, looking down at her motionless knitting, her face chilled by the coming winter.

Minnie rocked back in her chair, a wet smile weakly forming on her face. “James really did like birds, you know. He mostly liked the song of the meadowlark.